Miss you so much right now. Getting ready for the colour run in the morning, cant help but think you should be here getting ready with us. It still doesn't seem real, I don't think it ever will. I'm pretty sure we wouldn't be getting ready to run if you were here, maybe run to the pub and that would be about it! I'm sure you will be with me tomorrow watching and laughing at me trying to run. I was laughing to myself yesterday when I was printing your beautiful face for the t shirts I've made. I was sure you would be thinking I'd lost it altogether. You might be out of sight but you will never leave our minds. Thinking of you always xxx

Miss you always Sister xx

Miss you always Sister xx

So many memories I wish I could share with you just one more time but I think here might not be the best place lol! Until we meet again my girl I will cherish these memories forever until we can them again. I'll come back again soon, Love you always I've been trying to post this for days now and just figured its' probably not working because i wrote an essay, sorry it's in three parts, could you imagine if i even shared a full week of our memories, i'd have written a series of books! I'll be back again soon, love you always, Alex xXx

You came over on holiday to London, and we had such a laugh over here, it's so different to Ireland! I have pictures of us in the bedroom dying your hair and u look like a real orange lol! Even at the train station in Acton with Sean, we were acting our usual crazy selfs and taking selfies on the train platform like proper tourists! We went out to Tony's in Willesden and you couldn't believe it was like another home away from home with our good auld country songs played by a live band! I remember years ago before I even moved to Ireland so must of been when we first met, we were in your living room and we found the scissors and for some daft reason we thought it would be a good idea for me to cut ur hair even though Caroline only lived next door! Well the laughs we had about that for years later, I don't think Cathy and Caroline were too impressed though! I came back from Amsterdam yesterday, we were planning to go there the next time u and Gina came over here. We would have had so much fun there, I just wish we got that one last trip together. I know we will get there one day when we meet on the other side and u were there with me in spirit anyway. I was so amazed a couple of months ago when I found tequila rose in the pub on my road, I think it's safe to say I've had one for you every time I've been in there, you would be proud!

When I finally got a car, the times we had, out spinning everyday to Enniscrone, town and Bally go backwards and pretty much anywhere else we could think of. We thought we had the X factor, blaring our music as loud as we could and screaming at the top of our lungs. That night we were driving home from bally go backwards and that dude was walking in denim clothes and us locking the doors even though we were driving at 50mph, we didn't stop laughing the whole way home! All I need to say is Phil Collins - In the air tonight. There are so many songs that remind me of you; Katy B - Easy Please Me, Jay Sean - Down, Adele - Someone like you. If I keep going I'll be here for years. When we were younger we used to go through fat frogs like they were going out of fashion, then it was tequila rose in the rambling house and Micky Finns and all that shite we used to get through in Funktion. We did everything together - from my first ever trip to banada on the bus - that scary night when the bus broke down in tubercurry and we had to wait for the next one to come ! It could of been something out of a scary movie but it was fun with u by my side, to waking up hungover in my bed and going for breakfast to making our graduation together we have done it all. I'll never forget the weekend we went to Achill and we were all on the beach in the cold drinking west coast cooler upside down whilst spinning around cos we thought it would get us more drunk!! And then hiding out in the car after Ninis uncle scared the shit outta us in the hostel. I was going through our old group chats on Facebook and some of the stuff we used to talk about is too funny, me, you, Nini, Lisa and Michelle all talking about getting a house together, can u imagine if we actually went through with that? I still have that painting we done on my laptop one day of our 'family' in my living room in Dromore lol - think this might have also been the night when I took mums car!! Another great memory with you... You were there for me more than most people will ever know and I can only hope you know how grateful I am to you for everything you helped me through. I just wish I had been there when u needed me the most. I hope you know i would have done anything for you. I used to look forward to our mad catch ups, even when I did eventually move back to London whenever we spoke it was like we were never apart, that's how true friends are regardless of distance.

My girl, where do I even begin, from the day I met you I used to look forward to my holidays to Ireland even more. 6 weeks summer and we would be out all day every day, whether it be from house to house or pestering Colette to bring us to Enniscrone. When I finally moved to Ireland, you were my best friend, you made me feel welcome and made a hard move away from my family easier knowing I had you there. We were constantly laughing and off out galavanting. It was a running joke that you wouldn't see one of us without the other. Cathy would Always be shouting out the door after us, don't be too late or where r ya taking my daughter in her pyjamas. We shared a few years together at school, always sneaking off to Colettes house on our lunch for a sneaky fag, cup of tea and pure banter. I'll never forget the day I skipped class and u arrived to the door with my homework telling mum I wasn't at school! But I could never be mad at you because u would always come out with something to make us both start laughing until our cheeks hurt.